Wow. Today was one of the most stupid days this year. Okay so this kid threatened my school with a bomb threat. It was hush hush though so obviously they didn't really do shit. Well they like evacuated the whole bottom floor but didn't tell the like middle or top floors so they were just in class like normal. Turns out this kid
is suicidal... I grew up with him!! I just never really talked to him. Not that he was weird or anything it's just we never really talked. Anyway I found him in the corner of the hallway bawling like usual and I finally talked to him for the first time in years. He knew who I was imediantly and smiled, like all his pain flew out of him. Which is okay becuase I like making people happy. He told me I should stay away from him. It's best that I do what he says. But I asked him what was wrong and why he couldn't tell me. He said he wanted to die but wouldn't tell me why. I was confused but i then realized this kid had some serious problems. Which is also okay becuase I have issues too. Doesn't everyone....? Anyway we talked then I saw he had cuts all over arms and legs, and I knew that he was emotionally disturbed. So I walked away, told him I had to het to class. He followed me. I think he likes me, but I was scared.. So I raninto the nearest classrom and he said he
wasgoing to kill everyone involved with the people who
bullied him... I'm fine now and everything and nothing bad really
happens. Today was just wild.

Okay so this weekend I dated this kid for abot twelve hours. But he played with my heart and tore it to peices... And I will probably hate him forever for it.. I don't really feeel like talking about it.
But I did meet this one guy and he is really cool. Hard to believe people down here could be "cool". Haha

well sorry if there are any spelling or grammer mistakes I'm using an iPod touch and I'm not so good at typing on it. Anyway if you wanna talk message me. I miss the conversations I have with some of you...